Abundance comes from within. Let go of all the limiting beliefs you’ve got about money. Money is energy. Money is always available. You just need to align your energy with the energy of money. You can’t expect to be abundant if you hate money, or if you think that you don’t deserve money, or if you think money is evil.
In order to live a more abundant life, you need to start working on your abundance mindset. What are your dominant beliefs about money? Are they serving you? Or are they preventing you from connecting to the universal flow of abundance?
Money is always available. Open to it. Invite it to your reality. Change your thoughts about money. Start repeating that money comes to you easily and effortlessly from multiple expected and unexpected sources. Visualize living a life you want to live, a life full of abundance at all levels.
“Learn to get in touch with silence within yourself and know that everything in this life has a purpose. There are no mistakes, no coincidences; all events are blessings given to us to learn from.”
To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never to forget.
If you don’t get what you want, you suffer; if you get what you don’t want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can’t hold on to it forever. Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of the obligations of life and death. But change is law and no amount of pretending will alter that reality.
“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
Here I am, just like everyone else in the world. No one asked to be here.
No one knows what they are doing. We are all just fucking figments of someone else’s imagination. We are doing what someone else wanted out of us.
We have all these expectations and responsibilities that we just have to be okay with and accept and have a positive attitude.
Or we are just expected to find a niche, something that speaks out to us.
But it is hard. I am so everywhere at once while doing nothing in one spot.
I have experienced some limited happiness in my life. But, I never seem happy enough, never satisfied completely.
The ultimate question, what will bring me ultimate happiness? What is going to bring me so much joy that I want to sing from the rooftops and dance on the dirt?
Cute clothes? Pretty architecture? Beautiful photos? Weird conversations with other existing ppl? Serving food and drinks to people? Selling people roofs? Creating events for people to gather? Planning vacation trips for people? Helping animals or people feel well? Jumping from planes? Traveling plane to plane? Taking photos? Being photographed? Being an actress? A singer?
Some ideas sound decent, maybe even good, but, ugh.
Nothing feels achievable. Maybe I am just empty, with no motivation. Maybe, I just wanna be a blob.
